Complications

And you just sit there. With a cup of coffee, dying cold bread, and a long blinking phone screen. You usually come here, don’t you? To get away from all the chaos to pen down your thoughts that are hurting you, to script down that one beautiful for which you might just not end well.

It cost you everything your sleep, your health, your emotions everything. There is loneliness among all of us. A void that can never be filled or maybe it can but who knows when the time would come. When you try to close your eyes and just wish that everything that hurts you haunts you vanishes all of sudden then how peaceful would you sleep.

It hurts it surely hurts when you do not receive the love and affection you gave to someone but it’s damn luck, just damn luck. Those who have it, are they satisfied maybe or maybe not. We are pawns with no ruler and untamed moves. Walking our stories slowly. Hurting ourselves day by day.

Is it too much to even love someone and never expect anything else in return? Wishing them all the health and happiness. It is too much. It surely is. And you need to be a superhero.

We do not want to answer that call, we want to run away, we want to escape. In a hope that the suffering would become an ease. But does it always happen? How often you leave your phone and sit there thinking about yourself what went wrong, what could go wrong. You do not want to end the relation, but still, you want to run away from it. And it’s all legit we don’t have that strength.

We are generation carrying so much pain in this minor age. What are we just 20 or let's say at max 22. The Social media status that we display has caused us nothing but fake relationships we all are broken, hurt dying from inside. every night we hold our phone in a hope that they would text or someone else would but it doesn’t happen. You close it switch it off and try to take a peaceful.

There is a fine line that lies between alone and loneliness. You may have hundreds of people to have fun with but do you have that one person with whom you can pour your heart out. At this minor age, you even do not wish to have one now, because you have seen enough. An ocean of emotions that has dried out inside you.

Your Desire may never end, If you have something beautiful today you would definitely want to have a better than that next day. It’s all the chaos in our mind, right? That is why we ignore the love we receive our we accept much more than that and the reason is all you can see by yourself, you all the sitting here in this coffee shop alone. with a pen and a pad alongside you. The good thing to do at the moment is to let go and wait. Cause what we all lag is patience.

“ The coffee house erupted with applause, I too could not stop myself, It was the first time I met Mr. Murti”

Mr. Murti would have been just 24 years old, but his wisdom was far enough than that. A person in a wheelchair could teach you more than any other philosophical psychopath.

And at that very moment, I knew what I was going to write for my next publish ……